All liars have their place in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone…
You’d think this would be enough. This imagery of flesh melting and falling from the bone as the body falls surrounded by spiritual flames that bring you to the point of death but it’s sweet release escapes you.
This feeling of swimming is an infernal void of regret, self loathing, and hopelessness. This place in a pit with a reserved seating section for the Liar.
How is it that every day there is more to learn, or rather to unlearn about you?
I find that the entire time I was pushing, pursuing, seeking God, and hearing from his that great things were going to happen you were consistently hindering me, and compulsively lying about it.
You never truly cared about my growth, success, or progress in the kingdom. You intentionally planned for me to never achieve great things in God, and most likely chuckled under your foul breath every time you heard me speak hope to that suffocating situation.
I pray you repent. Do you see your church drying up?
I pray you make it right. Do you notice the drops in attendance?
I pray you ask other to forgive you? Is the note weighing on you more and more?
I pray you wake up. Don’t you see that time is running out for you?
Imagine what it could have been like with genuine Christianity and relationship with God.
Maybe the saddest part of all is that you have believed your own lies, fabricated your own reality, and refuse to believe you are standing in a wasteland.